Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Oh that I had the faith that it would take to climb out of this boat I'm in...

In my devotions I've been working on reading through the Bible and just started reading through 1st Peter as a group of friends is going to start studying that book. It always amazes me how much is packed into just a few verses of Scripture--I feel led to write 1 Peter Ch. 1 in my own words, maybe I'll post it here when through--I hope to get to it today.
I started this blog because I've really felt the need to change my life. God has given me so much and I am so comfortable and so unwilling to get to know Him better because I'm happy where I am. My goal is to be like Jesus--but what does that look like for a woman, a mother, in the year 2008? I don't really know.

Some of the things I want to start working on are:
* being kind, speaking the truth in love
* letting go of pride
* finding more moments to teach my children about the love of God
* encouraging my husband and praying for him and my children more
* praying more period
* reading His word more
* encouraging others
* reaching out to others and stepping out of my comfort/shy zone

And that's just the beginning. So friends, since you are reading this blog I'd like you to start holding me accountable. Remind me of these things when I start to gossip (oy--this one is gonna be hard!), remind me of these things when I look down on others, remind me of these things when I want to cast the first stone when my own life is so full of sin that it's weight is heavy on my shoulders. God has given me so much--it's time for me to start giving it back.

I'm praying that God would send me a role model--someone who lives this way and is older and has gone through the changes that I am starting. I wanna be more like Jesus and I would like to see with my own eyes what that looks like.

1 comment:

Ree said...

Oh Michelle, I would love to do some Bible Study with you!! I look up to you as a role model!! Because of you I am trying, albeit slow, to get myself together; physically, mentally and spiritually!!